Here goes.......everything.

It's easy for me to write out what I feel...I have no problem expressing my emotion when I don't have to worry about being judged. Although, with a blog, I also know that the point is that people will read my writings..and thats okay. When faced with adversity or just annoyances, I have to let it out..and I am not the best at communcating the right way..but-I'm going to do what I know, and that is-be real.
In the wake of this diagnosis I have decided that I want to share what I know, so far..I have several PCOS, fertility and infertility books...and all contain a wonderful array of information. But being a believer, I would love to have one that deals with the "faith" side of things. One that tells the story of a woman who has her diagnosis and her faith in God.
Now, maybe I haven't searched through Amazon.com hard enough to find that read, but I thought, why not take a stab at it. So, soon I will also post old writings of how I felt when I found out, how I am dealing with it now and so on..these "old" writings are things I wrote to myself..or just..no one. I emailed them to myself at another "junk" email to just, have..sort of like writing in a journal. I will be raw, real..maybe share a little too much, maybe leave things to be as they are and not give more detail, maybe make no sense at all sometimes... But I will always be honest. I believe in the healing/comfort/laughter/relief of transparency so...here goes.......everything.